Im not in a state of despair Nothing seems to fit my mind And although I cant be there I still know that theres a place for someone Just like me Now will I ever wake up Wake up to see the box Im in And will I ever stand up Im standing on the edge of inability And though Im trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that I carry deep inside The changing faces forces me to leave the traces Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind Oh I know that I have Done this once or twice before The names are still a blur Im arrogantly close to falling of the edge I know Im not insane Though my head hurts on the inside The images disturb me I know Im not insane, Im not what they call me Theyre no good - Still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paint my world Theyre no good - Still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me Theyre forcing my actions upon my deathbox And though Im trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that I carry deep inside The changing faces force me to leave the traces Of the stranger things thats growing in my mind Now will I ever wake up Wake up to see the box Im in And will I ever stand up Im standing on the edge of inability Now is this a failure My project kill is right awake Im all burned out from pressure My thoughts have brought me to my knees Awake in pain Theyre no good - Still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paints my world Theyre no good - Still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me Theyre forcing my actions upon my deathbox
